The last proper time I tried to "fangirl" someone was at a loud Dazed & Confused anniversary party on the dancefloor where I saw Jessica Hynes n√©e Stevenson aka Daisy from Spaced aka the person who I'd like to believe would be my friend if we got to know each other in real life.  Steve had the balls to ask for a photo and she naturally went for the wild-eyed party face pose, reminiscent of the "Epiphanies" episode of season 1 of Spaced where the whole gang go off clubbing.  I then tried to work out a short and succinct, and totally not pathetic and uncool sentence to say to Hynes whilst she was still within close proximity.  Alas, by the time I had worked it out in my head and semi-rehearsed it to the point where I felt I didn't sound like a complete twat, she had bopped off the dancefloor, out of sight.  This is essentially the blueprint for all of my attempts at "fangirling".  This also happened with Cathy Horyn when I accidentally sat next to her at Armani Prive this season, Caitlin Moran at Port Eliot festival two years ago, Michael Nyman at a young pianists' convention and also with Mr Blobby in year 5 at primary school.  Well, we just trailed Mr Blobby for a few laps around the school playground to try and get his autograph but it turned out his hands were too squeegilicious to put pen to paper anyway.  

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Photograph by Sophie Mhabille

The point is, there are a) very few people who I'd really really like to truly fangirl and express my utter and deep respect for what they do and b) it's very unlikely that I'd work up the courage or the appropriate mode of expression to do so to my satisfaction.  In turn I'm always shocked or surprised when someone bothers or deigns to make me a veritable subject of fangirling.  That's not supposed to happen.  I've spent the majority of my life basically staring down at my pigeon toed feet, wondering when my boobs were going to grow and when the kinks out of my hair would fall out.  That does not a subject worthy of fangirling make.

Back in May when Steve and I went to Disneyland Paris for their 20th anniversary (please relive it here – it will do you the world of good), on the second day when we were deciding when to cross over from Disneyland to Studios, Steve noticed that a young Asian girl had followed us from Frontier Land to Fantasy Land and then right through to the entrance.  She finally came up to us and explained that her name was Sul Gi Lee and she was in Disneyland sketching out research as she was studying fashion in Paris.  Sul Gi got so excited to see me and so asked me to write a note in her sketchbook to her.  FYI, I never know what to sign as an autograph for people who bother asking.  Would they not be totally crushed if I just signed it with just my boring checkbook/contract standard signature?  I wrote something mindlessly schmaltzy and wished her well and both parties went off on our merry way in the land of Disney.  

Then at the Versace Atelier show last week in Paris, Sul Gi was there again waiting with a beautiful gift wrapped and covered in sequins spelling out my name.  I was supremely surprised that the same girl had popped up in Disneyland as well as in Paris at the couture shows.  Still, I figured she was a general fashion fan who liked to soak up the atmosphere outside shows.  To trail the show venues in Paris to specifically see me would be…. ludicrous to say the least.  Then I read the letter that accompanied the gift and it explained that Sul Gi had in fact gone to Disneyland that day specifically to see me because I had Tweeted the night before that I was there and that she really was a huge fan of the blog, and so I continued to see Sul Gi pop up at various instances during the couture shows.

Cynic friends raised their eyebrows and cried "Stalked alert!" but I instinctively felt that Sul Gi was genuinely expressing her admiration for what I did, doing so in the overt way that I could never pluck up the courage to do to someone I admired.  Who knew I'd be the person to give someone "fresh stimulation" and that someone thinks I'm an "earnest seeker of fashion".  Oh *sigh*.  

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After the Armani Prive show, there was Sul Gi again and this time, I asked if I could see her sketchbook, the one which I had signed back in May and then proceeded to have a on-the-spot portfolio appraisal there and then.  I think I was freaking Sul Gi out with my random request.  Sul Gi is 22 years old, originally from Korea and speaks more French than English (my broken French + her broken English = LOL), and is currently about to start a fashion design course at the Ecole de la Chambre Syndicale de la Couture (she told a little white lie in Disneyland about studying – she's going to be starting her first year in September).  This is her ninth sketchbook already as she methodically and prolifically fills them up with her own dream designs conjured up in her brain.  They're the sort of sketches that have nothing to do with tutors setting a student up with a task.  They're just pure unadulterated fantasy sketching – an outpouring of creativity that may or may not manifest themselves into something real but at least that output exists.    

Suffice to say, it's all very much my speed.  Humour, surreal Fantasia, adornment – every sketch is a sumptuous cake that won't stop getting decorated.  There are definite ideas that could definitely make it from paper to dummy to garment but that's what school is for.  She may not have started formal studies yet but her mission statement as written in neat handwriting in her sketchbook, is clear: "I think Paris needs more colors.  I want to make people feel the joy of life, i want them happier.  I will dye Paris with beautiful colors with my clothes."  Right on.  Our own respective matching pastel outfits were a little too much to swallow for the passers-by of the posh 16th arrondissement.  

Above everything, I really respect Sul Gi for keeping the sort of sketchbook that is a far more enthusiastic and disciplined version of the writer's journals I used to keep, scribbled with crap short stories and lame poetry.  I commend Sul Gi for wholeheartedly pursuing her dreams by practising her passion as well as making the effort to meet her heroes, however dillusioned her choice of heroine might be.  I'll be keeping an eye on what Sul Gi is up to but for now, this encounter definitely ranks high up there in the land of the surreal.  It might even inspire me to fangirl every once in a while.  

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After a few days, I could finally bear to unwrap the beautiful box Sul Gi presented me with.  Ace!  Score!  A Jacques Demy/Catherine Deneuve DVD boxset featuring Les Demoiselles de Rochefort, Peau d'√Çne and Les Parapluies de Cherbourg, two of which I've not yet seen before.  Thank you Sul Gi!  

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Comments (42)

  1. The Fashion Fraction says:

    love the photo of you and the other girl and the scribbles
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  2. Her sketches are beautiful! It was so nice of you to take pictures with her and take the time to look at her sketches, a lot of people would have been less kind. x
    http://angeliquejennifer.blogspot.com

  3. Sabrina says:

    You two look so lovely together. And my God, that is such great sketchbook, her designs are fabulous. I’m sure she’ll make her way!
    xx
    Sabrina

  4. Mairead says:

    I looooove her notebook drawings. I would love to see them made up in fabric.
    I have to see those films too. Perfect Sunday escapism.

  5. Gabrielle says:

    Wow! This is an amazing scetch book! Her imagination is fantastic and I love her designs! xxx

  6. Alvaro says:

    You are going to die with Les Parapluies de Cherbourg! it´s a gorgeous movie!!
    http://www.sandinmyshoes.es

  7. Ana says:

    Sul Gi, publish your sketchbook, please :) !
    I’m kinda in love with the sketches – the patterns and the colours she used are right up my alley.
    (Also: her dress.)
    Fangirls of the world, unite!

  8. beauties unlocked says:

    fantastic sketches!! thanks for sharing i have really enjoyed reading your post.
    beautiesunlocked.blogspot.co.uk
    Lx

  9. Kirbybee says:

    Oh I love this. Often we have no clue as to the impact we have on others. And I have to admit, I can see where Sul Gi is coming from, I think you’re pretty rad myself Susie!

  10. MasonBentley says:

    Why don’t we do it more often? Because the possible rejection would shatter so many dreams..hats off to both of you xxx

  11. malu says:

    Lovely pictures!
    xx
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  12. Monica says:

    Good Lord, Sul Gi is going to die when she sees this post!
    *waves at Sul Gi*
    Love your sketchbook :D

  13. Domininews says:

    Beautiful sketchbook ! <3

  14. Kerriestella says:

    This post and your interactions and support of a fan are exactly why Sul Gi picked the perfect person to admire.
    What a wonderful post and what a wonderful sketchbook!
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  15. This is so kind and inspiring. I love you Susie!! <3
    xx Diana
    http://stylegrenade.blogspot.com/

  16. Such a lovely post. I attempted to “fangirl” you recently but lost my bottle because you were buried in your laptop at King’s College! lol Good to have the chance now though… I really respect you and your approach to your craft. Very thorough and the passion shines through. I’m sure you’ve made Sul Gi very happy by posting this :)

  17. Denisa says:

    Looks so nice and interesting. Have a great day.
    http://www.fashiondenis.com/

  18. Anelia says:

    What great drawings! So inspiring! :)

  19. Linda Anne says:

    So nice you didn’t blow hr off. So true the world needs more color! I’m inspired by your story and hr sketchbook!

  20. Linda Anne says:

    Sorry–keyboard didn’t pick up on the “e’s” there!

  21. Gi_sul says:

    I’m Sul Gi :D
    Oh Susie, I can‚Äôt tell you how happy I am..The only thing that I can say is “I’ll do my best! ”
    and Thank you all for cheering me up XD Merci Beaucoup!!

  22. A great post, amazing pictures … :3
    Love, unicorns and glitter on you. <3
    Florian,
    http://www.like-enchanted.com

  23. Wow, take it Easy!!! We love it.

  24. This is so lovely. It gives me hope that someday if I meet my heroes, they will be as appreciative and open as you were.
    Si Gul made me go a bit gooey inside.

  25. Lola says:

    I LOVE this, such an inspiring story, I’m not sure if it was daunting for sul gi having to come over to you to say hi, but the fact that she followed you around for quite some time at disney gives the impression that she was building up the courage to come over. i think we can all take a leaf out of Sul Gi’s book and try doing something out of our comfort zone! I love her sketches, they are so neat and the cover of your gift is the cutest thing ever

  26. LIV says:

    LOOOVEEEE this book, it’s so inspirational, great post!! xx
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    http://dropofinkk.blogspot.com/

  27. Laura says:

    Sul Gi will go far. She has the courage needed to make things happen in this difficult industry.
    Tears in my eyes.
    Thanks Susie from bringing these beautiful stories to us.
    XX

  28. Diane says:

    What a lovely story! That sketchbook is already super BEFORE fashion school. Imagine what its gonna be like AFTER.
    Sul Gi’s mind must be completely blown to know you have a whole blog post about her. You are such an inspiration!

  29. Denisse says:

    Her drawings are truly beautiful, and I love her mission; certainly Paris could use more color. I think it’s nice that you take the time to talk to her and not shrug her off. It was a lovely story!

  30. boboxbobo says:

    She’ll be perfect at Meadham Kirchoff!

  31. SACRAMENTO says:

    You are humble, lovely and funny, and I am your number one fun.
    love, love, love, my dear Susie.
    XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  32. Chloe says:

    ”My Dream Dress” was amazing. I love the abstractness, and the pink.
    http://rhinestonemoon.blogspot.com/

  33. Rachel Manns says:

    Jessica Hynes is brilliant, and Spaced is incredible. Excellent fangirl candidate! Lovely story, it’s great seeing the inside of her sketchbook xo

  34. Putri Soe says:

    B-b-but.. THOSE SKETCHES ARE GOOD. I don’t know if i’m the stupid one here because i know nothing about fashion design or whatever (i’m just a regular girl liking clothes and costumes at the very least, and in coincidence), but i was literally amazed by her works. To the point that i would love to see ‘em manifested in real life as real clothes! And of course Susie, you kick ass, you should be fan-girl’d!

  35. This was so kind and generous of you- it’s so rare that we see public figures take the time to connect with their fans, and it’s so beautiful to observe! xx I LOVE Sul Gi’s sketchbook!

  36. Alice says:

    Oooooooh!
    This kind of post is something that all bloggers everywhere should read. This, the relationship that develops between a blogger and his/her followers, is what truly gives meaning and purpose to blogging. In all honesty, it seems like every single day, there’s another complaint of some sort dealing with how the blogging world is becoming inundated and how so many bloggers who are linked with the style/fashion world are only blogging for personal gain. Seeing something like this re-emphasizes the fact that a blog is NOT intended to just be for a single person’s benefit. Through a platform that has such a large reach, there is potential to create real relationships and to have true impact on other lives.
    Susie, what you did was super awesome and just makes you even more wonderful in my eyes. You didn’t have to stop and take the time to sign Sul Gi’s sketchbook. You didn’t have to stop and talk to her. You didn’t have to take the moment to look through her sketches. But you did. You made a conscious effort to create a connection and in doing so, I’m sure you made at least one person’s day all the better. Above that, you introduced some amazing sketches to the virtual world! I’m sure I’m not the only one who would love such amazing drawing skills! Not to mention some of those seriously fantastic designs!
    So in my own long-winded way, I just wanted to say that Susie, you ROCK! Of course, Sul Gi rocks as well! Best of luck to Sul Gi as she heads off to go create more amazing sketches and some fantastic designs. Here’s to hoping that you both have wonderful careers in the occupations you love! :)
    ~Alice
    Ainfinitaire

  37. Haley Yi says:

    Oh, she is Korean!! I’m so surprised to look korean letters on the sketchs!
    Gorgeous. I’m so proud :>

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